Bulletproof Heart

Whitney. The Mitten State.
19.
I am a go getter, star gazer, traveler, writer, athlete, lover, sister, student, comedian, friend, and I take all the chances I can get. I don't have one second of my life figured out, but I like it that way.

One Break

There is something about a way that a heart breaks
It leaves a permanent hole
One that can’t be repaired
Even when we try
I felt that break
The day she said goodbye
And it literally makes me cry
I’m not going to lie
It was my fault
I got caught up
In the scene
Trying to find me
But while searching for that person
I lost myself completely
All while losing her
I made a mistake
And we both felt heart break
But she moved on
And I’m left here
Regretting my choice
Trying to find my voice
But she can’t hear me now
She’s gone
And I try to be friends
But it’s just pretend
You see I don’t just want to hug her
I miss her smiling at me
And her kiss
The way she twitched while falling asleep
Cuddling me
I try to let it go
And sow what is left of the hole in my heart
But even when I try
It pries itself back open
Hoping
That one day she will miss us
I doubt it
I feel so stupid
Letting go of something so good
But I deserve it
And now I sit here alone
Thinking of that girl in my place
And my heart races
Picks up speed
Leading me into a cycle
Of sadness and madness
Pain and rage
Then silence
All I can say is that I’m trying to be okay
But at the end of the day
I miss her next to me
So I hope you see
Not to take the one you love for granted
Because all it takes is one break
And your heart will never be the same

Carrie Bradshaw (via krissywood)

(Source: whatwouldcarriesay, via a-s-k-i-n-g-a-l-e-x-a-n-d-r-i-a)

We only obsess over relationships that feel unfinished.
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